this is the song i was talking bout in my last post, 4 some reason it wasnt showing up on my last post, so here is the link to the song(hopefully it works)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGLSk3AVcUU&NR=1

this song is amazing and makes me love life, hard to think that i once thought of taking it myself...life is amazing and every time i listen to this song it reminds me that i have awesome, amazing, kick-ass friends who love me and care about me. also this song gives me strength. i can do it, , it is possible! i believe in myself. and life is just amazing......i love all of those who love me, and alllllll my friends!

conquering it

only my close friends would understand this, but...anyway, after i got outta there, i feel alive again, i feel ready to face the world and its obstacles. i am rejuvenated. i went in with the mindset that i was going to get help. i came out a stronger, more confident person. i thank you aaron for listening to me w/ all my problems, i thank you 4 being patient.
david, i know that we did not really understand eachother, in the beginning. but i hope that we r over that, i miss u, and also thank you for listening to me gripe.

steph, oh steph i just love u , ur amazing, u listen to me , wen i hav an issue, and u advise me and love me like bffs love each other. thank you.
karen, well, i know that we r slightly distant, but ur amazing, & i love u! remember the good times girl!
jaz, jaz i love u! ur just r amazing!
mike, well ,i know we hit bumps in the road, but im glad we r past them, ur an important friend to me. thank you 4 being there.

life& it's difficulties....

in my life, i have to conquer and overcome many things. like the difficulties of my life. life is life it will never always go the way you want it to, thats wat ive learned so far in my life.