'every time you run
every time you hide
every time it hurts
every time you cry
every time you runaway
every time you hide your face
and it feels so far away,i'm right here with you

i promise not to quit and i remember the words'
Manafest-Every Time You Run

thank you David :)

lost / amends

u look at me and can not stand to look at me for more than just a few seconds.

once we were happy with each other; happy to be with each other, to be in each others arms.and when we had to go our separate ways we would miss each other. you told me i matted to you, you made me feel on top of the world; you made me feel invincible, like i could do anything.

but now, you can not even look at me for more than a few moments....

how did i screw this up? i wanted us to work out, and be together....
but i guess i was wrong, i don't want to be wrong.

i still care for you; but you will never know that, because you don't want to talk; or look at me for more than a few seconds, you treat me like you hate me. and i hate the fact that you will never know.

you told me that you were feeling unsure about you and i; and that scared me....but then you just held me, and i felt i belonged there;in your arms. i was happy with you, you made me feel special.
i thank you for the happiness that you gave me, no matter how short it was; it mattered/matters.

it was short but sweet


and wen we broke up, you told me over facebook why you ended things between us. i wish you had told it to my face. i wish you could have seen the endless tears i cry(ed) for you.....

i don't want this acward-ness between us, and you don't seem to care.....
you hurt me badly and hard, but i forgive you

u matter to me and you always will; but i can't change your choices or your feelings; and i don't want to . you are you and i'm not asking you to be someone that you are not, i care about you, not you being someone that you are not.

i miss you

i know that you and i will never be together again because you don't care for me in that way anymore, and i understand that; i just want to be friends, i want you to know that you can trust me, and that i am here for you, if you ever need me

i know that you and i will never be again because you have her...i wish you the best of luck with her, i wish you every happiness, every happiness including the ones that i was not able to give you

i wish you the grace to realize this is me trying to make amends between us. thank you for the moments of happiness, of pure and raw joy. thank you for being you.

thank you

thank you 4 standing by my side even wen u were hesitant
for holding me wen im lost
for being you
i thank you for being you