this is the song i was talking bout in my last post, 4 some reason it wasnt showing up on my last post, so here is the link to the song(hopefully it works)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGLSk3AVcUU&NR=1

this song is amazing and makes me love life, hard to think that i once thought of taking it myself...life is amazing and every time i listen to this song it reminds me that i have awesome, amazing, kick-ass friends who love me and care about me. also this song gives me strength. i can do it, , it is possible! i believe in myself. and life is just amazing......i love all of those who love me, and alllllll my friends!

conquering it

only my close friends would understand this, but...anyway, after i got outta there, i feel alive again, i feel ready to face the world and its obstacles. i am rejuvenated. i went in with the mindset that i was going to get help. i came out a stronger, more confident person. i thank you aaron for listening to me w/ all my problems, i thank you 4 being patient.
david, i know that we did not really understand eachother, in the beginning. but i hope that we r over that, i miss u, and also thank you for listening to me gripe.

steph, oh steph i just love u , ur amazing, u listen to me , wen i hav an issue, and u advise me and love me like bffs love each other. thank you.
karen, well, i know that we r slightly distant, but ur amazing, & i love u! remember the good times girl!
jaz, jaz i love u! ur just r amazing!
mike, well ,i know we hit bumps in the road, but im glad we r past them, ur an important friend to me. thank you 4 being there.